A Girl's Confessions

1. I lied so many times… everyday… several  times a day. It’s mostly because what happens to me everyday is boring so I perk my stories up to make it interesting.

2. I envy my cousins and friends. Guys like them. I am not attractive. I am not ugly, I know that, but I am not attractive. I have been waiting for a guy for the longest time now but no one is interested. 

3. I lied to my second boyfriend about being a virgin and to my first boyfriend about him being my first kiss. 

4. I am not sure if there is God but I am scared that if I don’t believe in Him and He exists, he might throw me to hell.

5. I care about my weight. I just pretend not to because I am fat. I wish I’m 15 pounds thinner.

6. I am not as important at work as I make it appear to be.

7. I find it hard to always take the high road. When I was a kid, I knew people around me didn’t want their kids to play with me. Now, it’s their daughters who ended having multiple husbands, loser careers, fat , etc. After what they did to me as a kid, I want to rub it in their faces and make them realize their children are the ones who ended up what they thought I was gonna end up.

8. I want to get married, I just say I don’t want to because I haven’t even dated in three years. People will think I’m a loser. They probably already think I am.

9. I want to leave the country. I want to start a new life, have a clean slate.


10. I’m am rarely happy and I hate that. I want and try to be happy more often. It just doesn’t last long.