As much as I would like to believe that you left because it is better for me if you are not around, that you left because i deserve to find someone better, that if I leave myself open, someone better will come along...
As much as I would like to believe that this whole thing is for me... because it is better for me... the only thing that makes sense to me is that you left because I am not enough to make you stay.
I am not enough.
I am not enough to make you want to be a better man. You already know that you are in such a mess, why can't you fix your life?
If you think I deserve better then why can't you be better? Why can't you become the man that you think I deserve? Why can't you want me enough to do something to keep me?
You walked away. You chose to leave me and make me cry. You chose to hurt me than do something that would keep us together.
I never asked you to be something you are not. I just wanted you to be the best version of yourself because it's the only way we will last. I never asked you to become rich, I just want you to feel good about what you do, know that you are doing good, that you are giving your best.
I never asked you to achieve anything or own the world. I just wanted you to feel secure about yourself. I don't care about what other people think about you. I care about what you think about you.
But you've made your choice. You chose to leave and break my heart and don't... don't say it's better for you to break my heart once by leaving than break my heart over and over again by staying. We would have have gone through some tough times if you stayed but it would be something we would have gone through together.
But you chose to leave me. You chose to break my heart. It wasn't something you had to do. You chose to do it. It was a choice. Your choice.
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