It's 4am, I am tired and I have tons of things to do tomorrow but I can't sleep.
It's a Thursday and just two weeks ago, I would be celebrating on a Thursday because I know Friday is about to come and I'd have two days off work but now, I don't have to worry about work because I have none.
Surprisingly, I am not worried nor have I lost confidence or panicking as I would have done two years ago. Somehow, I know I am going to be okay and I have been okay. I have actually been more busy this past two week than I have ever been the past two years in my past job.
I have also been learning a lot and I know that I will continue to do more in the future. It's a happy problem seeing running through my to-do list in my head and finding that I really need to schedule my life now because there is just so much to do. The best part is that I will be doing everything for me and not for anyone else. Whatever I earn will be for me and not for my boss.
For the first time since I started working in college, I am happy.
I can't wait for the future. I hope all of you are having a great one too.
No comments