I dont know why you ruined me...but no longer am i ruined...i want
to tell you this, but theres no point in doing it...you wouldnt care in the
slightest...nor do you care about me...
I highly doubt you even cared in 2006...and thats what hurts...you
never loved me, and you cant tell me different...you say i was your first love,
but those turned into pity i love yous...were they always? ive come to hate
you...and you did that to yourself...but thank you...cos ive been longing for
that deep hate that i now feel, for you...
Oh dont get me wrong, i hate myself as well...but without you, i
wouldntve almost loat my life, have a caretaker, have a brain injury...be the
"medical miracle" that ive been named...but with what i shouldve
done, i wouldve forgotten about you entirely and wouldve joined the navy, moved
on with my life...now?
Well now im making an appointment at the tattoo shop...to cover
the DIY tattoo i did in high school...for you...i loved you, cant you
understand that?? but the love that i had is way over with...+ have you noticed
the past tensein some words?
i bet you have...i know you have...and thats what keeps me missing
you...
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