The Perfect Couple

We finish each other’s sentence.

I know when to flip you out of your mood and I know just how to get you back.

I know when you’re angry and I know that when that happens, I should simply stay away.

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My Broken Heart

my heart is broken

my heart is broken. for the past 12.5 years, your binge drinking has been the reason for most of our problems. the way you used to hit me, insult me, cheat on me, ignore me, ignore my kids, let us down ...

when trying to sort things out, you would make promises that things would change, tell the kids you werent drinking, and sneak about lying bout what you were doing.

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Why Is Depression So Attractive?

There are some people who are just drawn into depression, sadness, and misery. I am not sure if their “load” is any heavier than others but they sure make it appear like so. There are some who are more open about and some who play it mysterious.

Is it their way of attracting attention to themselves? Like their vulnerability will win them some sympathy and get some people to look after them. Are they simply emotionally weak? Others suffer worse things but theirs are always more fatal. Do they really deserve to be sad? Their misery, objectively, is worse than everyone else is.

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I Hate Love

Have you ever been in love?

Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you.

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Lost Love

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Letter To My Boyfriend's Ex Girlfriend

And then you let him go.

You knew right away he was and is the one for you. Now you can only have him through the memories of how perfectly your hand fits with his, how his lips made your whole body feel the warmth of his love, how his embrace protected your soul from all the pain, how he made you feel whole specially when it mattered the most.  

He was not perfect.  No one is but he did his best. His flaws only made him real. He is not some prince charming you so wanted when you were a kid or the Mr. Right songs and movies and novels painted for you. He was the man who loved you at your best, understood and accepted you at your worst, and never left your side until the very end. His strengths held you as much as his weaknesses comforted you.

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Beginnings: How To Heal A Broken Heart

accepting the end of a relationship of two years past...

returning to a place where pain was experienced...

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Lessons I Learned From Running

1) That no pain will lasts longer than you can take it

2) That no matter how much you underestimate yourself, you will eventually be able to do twice as much as you originally sought out too

3) That even when everything is going wrong, it is possible to be strong

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My Dearest Rahul the Sunder

mai tmhe yaad karti hu...

As you read this you probably do not know what is this for.

On the first time I saw you, I really felt different. That time I dont know if what Im feeling is somewhat we called "love at first sight" and we are good after that. Our conversation that lasts for hours "everyday" and it was really good. We had a great deal with "getting to know you" thing. You taught me some things that I would never learn here like the Hindi languange and you know what? i will never forget those words.

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My Life

There i was .. lying there resting my head on your chest.. listening to the rhythm and the beat of my life. That sweet repetitive melody that is the reason for my fidelity, and not to mention.  The only remedy for all the pain that i experienced through time. i cant wait til' we get married coz he'll be the last image i see every night and i'll be the first thing he sees in the morning when he opens up his eyes, and that is a metaphor for the sunrise coz its not the sun it is him who makes the birds sing and the flowers bloom, the trees would die without him, and i would too so.. there i was .. lying there resting my head on his chest.. listening to the rhythm and the beat of my life. yes my life.. and although that's his heart that's my half. maybe not now but he will be in the future, so i wanna make sure that you GET THAT RIGHT. 

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Letter of Mistress to a Wife

This is the letter of my husband's mistress to me.

I could tell you about how much I Jake and try to justify what I did to you but we both know that I can never say anything that would justify what I did or make you feel better.

I’m a woman too and once in my past I have been cheated on so I do have an idea how you feel.

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Just In case I Forgot Our Love Story

dear you, yes you. there are things that i cant really tell you. there are times or should i say most of the time when all i can do is just sit down and cry. i want to scream but im afraid you might here me. 

boy i lost everything just to be with you. a man who really loves me commited suicide because of knowing that i dont feel the same way for him.

no, i dont blame you for that because i know fate brings us where our soul can be satisfied, happy and contended. his death forced me to live again. but this time, with you...

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