Dear James,
Even though its been almost 5 months since
we decided to stop seeing each other, not a day passes that I don't think of
you. Sometimes I think of how I would act if I would see you again, and I'm
pretty sure I'd be stopped frozen. I'm going to Calgary in a few days for work,
and I have to admit that I secretly hope that you're going to visit your old
roomates there too during the stampede so I can run into you.
My heart isn't the same since I met you.
Sometimes I feel like I'll never meet another person who will make me feel the
way you did. Its almost a year since I met you, and I'll always cherish those
early memories. I looked forward to seeing you and the prospect that I finally
met someone who wanted more from me than just sex. Its really simple, but the
reason why I fell in love with you was because you wanted to BE with ME, not to
use me.
Things ended for their own reasons, and
probably for a reason. Its funny how the mind can logically know that yet your
heart will keep doing its own thing.
I love you james!
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