I miss you constantly… all the time. It doesn’t pass. I wish it
does… I usually take a moment waiting for it to pass. I try turning my
attention to something else. I work, I write, I run, I exhaust myself to the
point of helplessness just as so I will not have enough energy or time to miss
you. But it just won’t go away. It takes over or co-exist with everything else
inside or positions itself in between everything else. But it doesn’t go away.
I have never missed anyone this much that it makes my body ache literally. I tried crying. Tears have a magical way of allowing people to feel a little better under different circumstances. That’s useless too. I cry myself to sleep or I cry in the middle of work and I still would miss you with the same intensity, with the same passion, with the same pain. It’s just way too deep that even tears can’t reach it.
I have never missed anyone this much that it makes my body ache literally. I tried crying. Tears have a magical way of allowing people to feel a little better under different circumstances. That’s useless too. I cry myself to sleep or I cry in the middle of work and I still would miss you with the same intensity, with the same passion, with the same pain. It’s just way too deep that even tears can’t reach it.